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Sep. 25th, 2012 05:17 pm[Filter: Private]
It's just ....
I just wish he'd be gentle with me. Oh, Diary, I know how silly it is, to think that again ... but after so long away, I thought maybe he'd be sweet when I came back. Maybe he'd have missed me so dearly that we would ... we would have something more ... more tender, than how he ...
I sound so foolish.
I ought to be grateful. I know I ought to. With how gracious he is, and how much he loves me ... he gives me everything I could ever want and more, and this is how I treat him in return? That isn't very kind of me, is it? Just because he's so ...
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Wasn't Festival just lovely? Oh, my lord, I'm so glad we could be in Conare for it. I know that it probably would have been just as wonderful in Milesia, but the celebrations you put together for our sake were just so wonderful ... I can't believe they're already over! Festival really does go much too fast ...
It's just ....
I just wish he'd be gentle with me. Oh, Diary, I know how silly it is, to think that again ... but after so long away, I thought maybe he'd be sweet when I came back. Maybe he'd have missed me so dearly that we would ... we would have something more ... more tender, than how he ...
I sound so foolish.
I ought to be grateful. I know I ought to. With how gracious he is, and how much he loves me ... he gives me everything I could ever want and more, and this is how I treat him in return? That isn't very kind of me, is it? Just because he's so ...
[something thoroughly stricken out]
[Filter: Public]
Wasn't Festival just lovely? Oh, my lord, I'm so glad we could be in Conare for it. I know that it probably would have been just as wonderful in Milesia, but the celebrations you put together for our sake were just so wonderful ... I can't believe they're already over! Festival really does go much too fast ...
