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It has been so long, and I did miss them all so dearly, but ...

... But I don't feel as though I'm the same girl they think I am, anymore. I'm so much older, now, and it's been so long since I was sent to Allba in the first place. And since Lord Nicolas saved me so gallantly. And I don't believe they can understand how much I've changed.

It can't be long now, before they leave, or I leave with Lord Nicolas ... I suppose it may be for the better. It's so strange now, much as I do love them all...

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Ah, my family's asked me to play for them, a bit, tomorrow, but I can't decide what at all I should play ... so many of the songs I like, I'm certain they wouldn't find as wonderful. But it'd hardly do well to try and play something I don't know as well, because I'm certain I would only make mistakes and embarrass myself ...

It's a difficult decision.