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Should I perhaps write to Lord Nicolas? He's probably so busy, but I don't want him to think that I have forgotten him ... but would he be upset at the interruption? I -- perhaps I'm overthinking this? In any case, I suppose it can wait ...

But, Diary, what if he is waiting for me to write? What if he thinks I've forgotten him, or that I've grown bored ... What should I do, Diary? I truly don't know what to say, or if I should say anything ...

Perhaps I should just let him know how Eara is doing? Surely he could not resent that ...